from rebecca.
Lately I have felt really depressed, which isn't like me at all. I'm naturally a happy person, I think my brain secretes an excess amout of serotonin. But yeah, I just feel like I'm not good at anything, and I don't contribute to the world. It's hard not to compare myself to others when I'm constantly surrounded by people who are prettier, smarter, and more talented than me. No matter what, there will always be someone out there who is better than me; I will never be the best at anything. Every morning I wake up, and have nothing to look forward to, no reason to live. Honestly, what is the point of me being alive when I don't make a difference in the world? I mean, I would never commit suicide [i'm not that depressed], but even if I did, who would miss me? People move on, people forget. If I vanished from this planet, anyone who knows me would eventually regain their normal life style in approximately a month. If I died, in 1 year from now, no one would think anything of it.
I don't know how to get out of this mindset. help.