puke
i seriously think im going to throw up.
my body is physically breaking down.
i get angry so much faster now
i dont feel well anymore
and i need rest
now
ive stayed up until at least 3am every morning for the past 3weeks doing homework.
work i should have done over 2 months ago.
this happens every year.
i tell myself i am going to keep my grades up, but i end up just like the year before. failing everything. everything. i'll be the super senior everybody will know and recognize.
college is something ive had to talk about everyday now. yes, im excited for it, but its not for a while yet. i dont know what i want to do when im older, and i dont know where id like to go. i know for sure though that i'm leaving green bay as soon as i can. the past few months ive been thinking about milwaukee. which wouldnt be so bad for me. my sister is there too, so id def have someone there.
i need money.
my christmas gifts are going to be super cheap this year.
and im not planning on buying every one of my friends a gift either.
jordan and i are talking again & im so happy.
we can go weeks without talking and as soon as we get together, we're best friends again. i think thats what i love about us. shes my favorite. im sick of us being ok and the next day one of us has to find something to complain about. it's getting old.
ive decided im glad i help my mom out as much as i do. i love her. not to sound concited or anything, but i dont know what she'd do without me. i do a lot around here to help her out, but im proud of myself. ive grown up a lot since my sister left for college. i'm the oldest here now and ive got to be the good one.
im going to try to get some sleep
only 4 hours until i have to get up for school again
i feel sick
my body is physically breaking down.
i get angry so much faster now
i dont feel well anymore
and i need rest
now
ive stayed up until at least 3am every morning for the past 3weeks doing homework.
work i should have done over 2 months ago.
this happens every year.
i tell myself i am going to keep my grades up, but i end up just like the year before. failing everything. everything. i'll be the super senior everybody will know and recognize.
college is something ive had to talk about everyday now. yes, im excited for it, but its not for a while yet. i dont know what i want to do when im older, and i dont know where id like to go. i know for sure though that i'm leaving green bay as soon as i can. the past few months ive been thinking about milwaukee. which wouldnt be so bad for me. my sister is there too, so id def have someone there.
i need money.
my christmas gifts are going to be super cheap this year.
and im not planning on buying every one of my friends a gift either.
jordan and i are talking again & im so happy.
we can go weeks without talking and as soon as we get together, we're best friends again. i think thats what i love about us. shes my favorite. im sick of us being ok and the next day one of us has to find something to complain about. it's getting old.
ive decided im glad i help my mom out as much as i do. i love her. not to sound concited or anything, but i dont know what she'd do without me. i do a lot around here to help her out, but im proud of myself. ive grown up a lot since my sister left for college. i'm the oldest here now and ive got to be the good one.
im going to try to get some sleep
only 4 hours until i have to get up for school again
i feel sick