hey leah GET OFFLINE!
so i took an adderol today and guess how focused i am..NOT MUCH. it seems to not be working at all. maybe i have add. AHH! i just figured it out..i have add. good now i have a good excuse to get a perscription. this is my only motivation at life. i just get in a mind set where i really am focused when im really not and then i actually do shit. But i guess today its not working to much. i spent about 96432 hrs on the computer and the whole day trying to figure out what i want to eat.
i just saw rent last night. pretty amazing. pretty spectacular, pretty LIFE CHANGING! i want more life changing events in my life to occur. i keep doin the norm. i want to travel. im going to new york this summer to see rent with portia. i cant fucking wait. I dont want to just travel in the US duh, i want to go to europe, australlia, canada, south america..everwhere!! maybe not japan. i dont know i just dont see how japan would be fun. actually, it could be there is so much there to see! Im the cheapest person i know. i have enough money to travel to europe but i still decide i dont want to go. Why? i have no fucking clue.
This is fun right now..weee!! i never ever write to myself, its kinda like a self examination. ok that sounds really gross. im really not doing that.
Yesterday i found out some news that should affect me but it does. i cant stop thinking about it today!! maybe thats why today is uneventful cause i cant stop thinking about this. i almost just puked in my mouth right now. UGHHHGHASKDF
do you ever feel like u wish you were someone else? or is that just me..
i just saw rent last night. pretty amazing. pretty spectacular, pretty LIFE CHANGING! i want more life changing events in my life to occur. i keep doin the norm. i want to travel. im going to new york this summer to see rent with portia. i cant fucking wait. I dont want to just travel in the US duh, i want to go to europe, australlia, canada, south america..everwhere!! maybe not japan. i dont know i just dont see how japan would be fun. actually, it could be there is so much there to see! Im the cheapest person i know. i have enough money to travel to europe but i still decide i dont want to go. Why? i have no fucking clue.
This is fun right now..weee!! i never ever write to myself, its kinda like a self examination. ok that sounds really gross. im really not doing that.
Yesterday i found out some news that should affect me but it does. i cant stop thinking about it today!! maybe thats why today is uneventful cause i cant stop thinking about this. i almost just puked in my mouth right now. UGHHHGHASKDF
do you ever feel like u wish you were someone else? or is that just me..