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Saturday nov 10,
happy birthday nanny RIP<3
this boy jamie wanted to chill and so he came and picked me up around 2 and we went back to his house. quite frankly he was trying to fuck me and i wouldn't let him so he got all stupid about that. we fell asleep for like an hour and then around like 6 he took me home. then bryan was in the coldasack waiting for me and i went to the mall with him, he didn't end up buying anything but a slice of pizza. then he took me home and i chilled in my room for a while and then around 1am kevin came over and we hungout outside til like 3am. then he left, i went inside, text messages and tmails then bed.
Sunday 11/11!
happy birthday daddy and kris!
woke up and did things for kris's birthday until like 1. my dad was at my grandmas like almost the whole day and so my brother, my mom and i all went and bought him a new flat screen tv & went out to sushi. they dropped me off because max was going to come pick me up and it was like 7. my mom said my dad wouldn't be getting home until like 10 so i figured it was okay until when i got home, my dad came home. i felt terrible because i went into the garage and was like "BIRTHDAY BOYYY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY !!!" and gave him a hug and a kiss and was like "are you going to be up for a while? my friends here to pick me up and i wanna hangout with you tonight!" and of course he said he would be up but i came home around like 10:15 and had to get my stuff to sleepover max's so i felt completely terrible that i didn't see my dad for more than 10 minutes on his birthday. i came home today and was gonna ask my dad if he wanted to do something with me but he's working :\ the sleepover @ max's went okay until bethany started in with her little attitude towards me because she hooked up with this boy, kevin, that i'm talking to and she's getting all pissy about it. i find it completely ridiculous though because she doesn't have any intrest in him at all & didn't date him or anything and is intirely interested in a different boy so why the hell shouldn't i talk to kevin. i've finalized my decision to stop being the nice, good friend because all my friends always take such advantage of that and apparently it's getting me nowhere. my whole life i've based my actions and feelings on what my friends wanted and what was best for my friends and i don't get an ounce of sympathy or respect back so whatever treat me like dirt, i'll treat you the same way back. get over itttt.
TODAYYY i have not done anything at all yet except come home from max's. i need to go get kitty litter though :x and might hangout with john and sammii tonight. but i don't know. i'll update later ofcourse.
BYE!
happy birthday nanny RIP<3
this boy jamie wanted to chill and so he came and picked me up around 2 and we went back to his house. quite frankly he was trying to fuck me and i wouldn't let him so he got all stupid about that. we fell asleep for like an hour and then around like 6 he took me home. then bryan was in the coldasack waiting for me and i went to the mall with him, he didn't end up buying anything but a slice of pizza. then he took me home and i chilled in my room for a while and then around 1am kevin came over and we hungout outside til like 3am. then he left, i went inside, text messages and tmails then bed.
Sunday 11/11!
happy birthday daddy and kris!
woke up and did things for kris's birthday until like 1. my dad was at my grandmas like almost the whole day and so my brother, my mom and i all went and bought him a new flat screen tv & went out to sushi. they dropped me off because max was going to come pick me up and it was like 7. my mom said my dad wouldn't be getting home until like 10 so i figured it was okay until when i got home, my dad came home. i felt terrible because i went into the garage and was like "BIRTHDAY BOYYY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY !!!" and gave him a hug and a kiss and was like "are you going to be up for a while? my friends here to pick me up and i wanna hangout with you tonight!" and of course he said he would be up but i came home around like 10:15 and had to get my stuff to sleepover max's so i felt completely terrible that i didn't see my dad for more than 10 minutes on his birthday. i came home today and was gonna ask my dad if he wanted to do something with me but he's working :\ the sleepover @ max's went okay until bethany started in with her little attitude towards me because she hooked up with this boy, kevin, that i'm talking to and she's getting all pissy about it. i find it completely ridiculous though because she doesn't have any intrest in him at all & didn't date him or anything and is intirely interested in a different boy so why the hell shouldn't i talk to kevin. i've finalized my decision to stop being the nice, good friend because all my friends always take such advantage of that and apparently it's getting me nowhere. my whole life i've based my actions and feelings on what my friends wanted and what was best for my friends and i don't get an ounce of sympathy or respect back so whatever treat me like dirt, i'll treat you the same way back. get over itttt.
TODAYYY i have not done anything at all yet except come home from max's. i need to go get kitty litter though :x and might hangout with john and sammii tonight. but i don't know. i'll update later ofcourse.
BYE!