my life?
change can be a good thing, but it's hard when it happens all at once. I just got back Tuesday from South Carolina. There was a conference that i went to which was amazing, and a real recharging time for me. It's funny how life can slowly creep up on you without you knowing (or realizing) and suddenly you're facing all of these dilemmas, and have no idea how you got into this predicament to begin with. While i was there i met with the head guy of the art and music school in England that i reeeeally want to attend. Money is the only thing holding me back now, so i just have to trust that if i'm meant to go God will provide a way. I broke up with Ryan before i had left. It was a clean break, and the first time i've ever tackled something like that straight on.....i was pretty proud of myself. hah. He claims we can still be friends, and i'm totally open to that, but he also said he still had feelings for me. so however that works out, i guess we will see. I've been missing alot of my old friends lately, which is why i am sooo pumped about hanging out in Lansing this weekend with hot pants. Brains, blood.....Zombie Fest what what?? i would also like to see the other lansingites....aka- heather, chad, and chase, so get at me....or i will you. love love love