I haven't really updated in a while, I'm kinda gettin sick of this thing...yet here i am updating because i'm wicked bored and pretty hyper from all the easter candy i've eaten. i wish someone would watch the Notebook with me, i love that movie more than life itself.
As i'm online, i'm also filling out a 17 page application (killer) to this music and art school in London. I've been thinking about this school in my plans for such a long time, and after realizing that nothing really is holding me back (besides fear), why not? To think about going over seas for 4 months is just......eeeeeek! I'd leave this September, and be home right before Christmas. (i may come home (if money permits) one weekend in October for my sisters wedding though)
I haven't told my parents yet, they'll freak, but soon realize it's what i want and really need, i hope.
So for the summer it looks like work work work. Thank god for old horny men that golf, because i will be flying all the way to London on their tips that i get at the course, hah. wooo.
So anyhow, Nick is coming home this week from FL, i think that he thinks we are still going out, and i'm kinda at a loss on what to do, because obviously we are not, nor do i want to be. I hate conversations that start with "we need to talk".....yet i guess it's inevitable.
alright, i'm out. shower and then AMERICAN IDOOOOLLL ! (i miss Mario Vasquez)