Jul 29, 2009 07:52
it feels like ive had this dream at least four times in the last month.
let me attempt to capture it.
im brought into a surreal harry potter like production
like harry potter, i feel like theres been more than one.
ive been on this set before.
but things are new, the british accent, singing.
im the hero they are the villain, they are certain that im flubbing.
but i will succeed. i know that im the missing element.
and that this show will go on.
there also is a continuous sense of schoolyard drama
this show is getting off the ground like a slow metal baloon.
i keep showing up to this production in my dream land.
its very interesting, i suppose i was cast in the dream school play, but im acting like a diva.
oh i remember, somehow i became stranded.
i thought a road kept going but it had turned, and i drove my beautiful car into a dry river bed and broke part of its headlight.
im distraught, my heart aches, how could i be so dumb.
i had to go back to the old party.
that damn old show.
booze. a complex. sam. sams girl. wesley. his troubles. some girl i love. somehow i become embarrassed.
i was traveling with an upset man, who didnt like cussing. very much an uncle vernon...
i pushed him in alot of directions until finally he snaps on me after i said something like "cunty cunt cunt cunty cunt"
"im going to punch him. finally" he declares.
im alarmed i chirp in my defense
hes not my dad. hes a friends dad.