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what ever is wrong with me. it's affecting me more then anything ever has. usually i can write a song on my feelings to vent. i can't even do that. i can't even find the right words. that's never happened to me before. What's happening to me? i've never been this sad or this confused before. It's like my whhole lifee is crumbling in front of me, and no one seems to care anymore. "Oh danny's sad? that's ok. hes just a fucked up twisted little emo boy. he'll get over his self-abosrbed sorrows soon" not this time guys. I don't know what is going on with me. I can't think striaght. i am either always incredibly tired. or i can't sleep till 8 in the morning. i can honestly say i hate looking in the mirror, i hate hearing myself talk, i hate everything right now. i was never this bad was i? i need help. no one can help though. no one. my life is spinning out of control and it worries me. it scares me.