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So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
That's been stuck in my head, i want to write something, but i dont know what too write. I am very confused at this point and time. I feel...annoying. I feel...lonesome...I feel depressed...I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. People move on, people change. I feel disconnected from human society. No matter where i go, i'm always by myself. My friends have great things happening too them. I'm happy, but at the same time, i'm jealous. Jealous that nothing good is coming too me. Karma probably, for something i did. Don't know what, but i did something. Even with my friends, i don't feel like i belong there, there's something missing, and i'm trying desperetly to find it. As much as it'll agravate people, it's girls. Well, a girl. I'm not so sure though anymore, maybe it wasn't meant too be. Nothing i can do then...fate. And if things couldn't get any worse, i broke my finger or something, and i can't play guitar for a week. I love my guitar, it's keeping me sane in this house. Lately i've been doing some research. I think when i'm 18, i'm going to join the army. Travel the world, try not too die. I'm researching it, will i join? who knows, i probably won't. But as of now, i'm seriously thinking it. Anyone miss me? Also, once we start practcing a lot and getting good. I'm going to start booking shows for the band. Come support? Anyway, if we get good enough, i'm going to try and tour the east coast, or even just New Jersey. That'd be the life, that's my dream. Too tour with a band...my band. Gone all summer, wouldn't be a difference, it's like i'm gone anyway.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
That's been stuck in my head, i want to write something, but i dont know what too write. I am very confused at this point and time. I feel...annoying. I feel...lonesome...I feel depressed...I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. People move on, people change. I feel disconnected from human society. No matter where i go, i'm always by myself. My friends have great things happening too them. I'm happy, but at the same time, i'm jealous. Jealous that nothing good is coming too me. Karma probably, for something i did. Don't know what, but i did something. Even with my friends, i don't feel like i belong there, there's something missing, and i'm trying desperetly to find it. As much as it'll agravate people, it's girls. Well, a girl. I'm not so sure though anymore, maybe it wasn't meant too be. Nothing i can do then...fate. And if things couldn't get any worse, i broke my finger or something, and i can't play guitar for a week. I love my guitar, it's keeping me sane in this house. Lately i've been doing some research. I think when i'm 18, i'm going to join the army. Travel the world, try not too die. I'm researching it, will i join? who knows, i probably won't. But as of now, i'm seriously thinking it. Anyone miss me? Also, once we start practcing a lot and getting good. I'm going to start booking shows for the band. Come support? Anyway, if we get good enough, i'm going to try and tour the east coast, or even just New Jersey. That'd be the life, that's my dream. Too tour with a band...my band. Gone all summer, wouldn't be a difference, it's like i'm gone anyway.