trylika; action/phone (level 4)

Jul 18, 2011 01:11

Phone; action for 1333 Benny Road and its closet of Communists

[Lithuania happens to be right outside the closet he locked all his false Communists in for their own protection. So you guys get to listen to this too! Be happy you are included!]

I'm really getting tired of all this talk about Communism--when you actually experienced it, hearing all these people who have no idea what they're talking about claiming to be part of it just makes me sick to my stomach. I-I mean that literally, by the way; the more I'm worried the worse my stomachache gets, i-it's really annoying, and I'm out of pills for it right now. I-I should go get more, but I have to watch Miss Hungary and Miss Ukraine and Estonia and Miss Madoka here, I can't just wander off. M-maybe I should ask but I really don't like admitting to having problems like that, I can take care of them myself...

E-except I can't stop talking right now, or I would, I-I'm really sorry if you're listening to this, i-it's ridiculous, isn't it? But it just keeps getting worse and I'm afraid I'm going to start calling myself a Communist too, and I'm not, that's the last thing I'd ever say I was, so if I do start saying that just--stop me, somehow, I suppose. It bothers me that Estonia is saying it, especially. I mean, he's not exactly my brother, he's--my cousin, kind of distant, really. But h-he's like my brother, even if he doesn't think so--even if it really hurts sometimes when he talks about wanting to be a Nordic. I don't mind, he can be whatever he wants, but it's as if being Baltic is bad, and I did something wrong. T-that's ridiculous, right? But I w-worry too much, all the time, really. But if being Nordic would make him happy then I don't mind...

I-I really just want to keep a few people here safe, though it's hard and I've already messed it up a few times because I'm not that strong anymore. I used to be, really, but then a lot of things happened. That's mostly Russia's fault, or it's what I say, but really I know there were a lot of reasons, and I blame Poland a lot too. That's not fair to say here w-when he's not even here to defend himself but a-a lot of the time I really hate him for a lot of things he's done, like the Commonwealth and taking Vilnius from me and bullying me now and...

...I-I should put down the phone. Um. I'm really sorry, if you listened to all of this.

event, melancholy lithuania, this game is crazy, telling the truth sucks, event: speak up!, poland is a mixed bag, worry always, russia is bad, giving himself stomachaches, baltic shaking

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