Someone I'm Not....
I am completely horrified by my old journals on here. How could I have been so crude? I was so disrespectful, mean spirited, and selfish. I was totally engulfed with my own selfish desires and sinful lusts. I cursed. I said horrible, horrible things. I treated people terribly. Strangers and friends alike...I wish I could personally apologize to each one of them. I was a liar. I was so fake. I was out to impress the world by being rebellious and full of angst. I bragged about my drug use, and I called people terible names, and I was a mother...I was pregnant when I said these things. It makes me sick! Thank God for grace and forgiveness. I know that is not who I am. I am a child of God, follower of Christ, and I live to glorify Him. I am so thankful to be out of that lifestyle and I pretty much lost all of my friends when I got saved, but it's worth it. I will never go back.