im lost in a haze of my self, my memory is too filled with fists, and my hands are too weak....
these past few days have been good and bad...but mostly good.
i got my new cell phone..thanks to ror *3952870* idk, i cant remember it. i think thats it.. i love it.
i spent the night at Rorys both thursday and friday and i am again tonight, i love spending my time with him, hes my best friend.
monday im hanging out with larry i do believe, im looking forward to it, we dont hang out that often, were both so busy and everything. im actually really glad that i dont have feelings for Larry anymore, i felt like they were holding me back from the things i need to do, and it just feels really good to have let go finally after so long. its like a weight off my shoulders, its not his fault, dont get me wrong, its just, i dont know. hard to explain.
easters today, totally not looking forward to that. gotta all dress up [NOT] cause i hate the majority of my family, but jessicas coming in today i do believe, so that should be cool. i think brandy might stop by, so, woo.
ooh yeah, i saw my sister Brandy whom i havent seen since my 10th birthday. god shes so not what i expected her to be. shes like an older jessica, its crazy, i mean shes awesome and i love her but, its like my whole dads side of the family are stoners. thank god i fucking stopped, cause were proned to addiction quite heavily ...
well im gonna go get dressed and eat breakfast...
later kids<3
<3And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
i got my new cell phone..thanks to ror *3952870* idk, i cant remember it. i think thats it.. i love it.
i spent the night at Rorys both thursday and friday and i am again tonight, i love spending my time with him, hes my best friend.
monday im hanging out with larry i do believe, im looking forward to it, we dont hang out that often, were both so busy and everything. im actually really glad that i dont have feelings for Larry anymore, i felt like they were holding me back from the things i need to do, and it just feels really good to have let go finally after so long. its like a weight off my shoulders, its not his fault, dont get me wrong, its just, i dont know. hard to explain.
easters today, totally not looking forward to that. gotta all dress up [NOT] cause i hate the majority of my family, but jessicas coming in today i do believe, so that should be cool. i think brandy might stop by, so, woo.
ooh yeah, i saw my sister Brandy whom i havent seen since my 10th birthday. god shes so not what i expected her to be. shes like an older jessica, its crazy, i mean shes awesome and i love her but, its like my whole dads side of the family are stoners. thank god i fucking stopped, cause were proned to addiction quite heavily ...
well im gonna go get dressed and eat breakfast...
later kids<3
<3And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay