that looks like it would hurt [!!] it has spikes!!! [!!]
arg, my mom is being weird. she's like "yadda yadda yadda you can't do anything ever again just because some dickface pulled a gun on you" so i told her that she was overreacting and left. she was pissed. seriously. she just wants to lock me up in a cell so that i can never get hurt or anything. i think those guys scared her more then they scared me. but i guess it was kind of scary for her to have me call her sobbing at 2 in the morning talking about police and guns and tires and shooting and stuff. uh yeah.
i talked to hot emo guy at borders today. he said that he would bring in a whole box of animal liberation stuff for me. which is totally awsome. i decided today that i look so fucking chic. erin and i are going to take pictures later. i so need those glasses from inti right now. hah.
i thought about stuff today and i think i'm letting this thing take over my body. i'm down [-10] from just a week and half ago. i didn't eat anything today cept for coke, a chocolate bar and coffee. i totally hated myself for the chocolate too. i don't know. i hope this isn't taking over me. but i just want to lose like...10 or 15 more. thats all.
i mean, i would love love love to look like twiggy but i'm afraid that my body type just isn't that way. i have that shitty athletic build, not the girly slender build i want. i don't know.
i'm spending the night at erins house tonight. tomorrow is the big birthday and i have to work, take shredder to the vet, and i don't know..maybe hang out with allyson. i have no other friends who would care to do anything. i just hope allyson is alowed. i really really miss her. blah.
ok time to do other shit. hot emo guy at borders is so hot, he def has a tongue ring! i saw it today [[aww hot!]] too bad he's married. hah
i talked to hot emo guy at borders today. he said that he would bring in a whole box of animal liberation stuff for me. which is totally awsome. i decided today that i look so fucking chic. erin and i are going to take pictures later. i so need those glasses from inti right now. hah.
i thought about stuff today and i think i'm letting this thing take over my body. i'm down [-10] from just a week and half ago. i didn't eat anything today cept for coke, a chocolate bar and coffee. i totally hated myself for the chocolate too. i don't know. i hope this isn't taking over me. but i just want to lose like...10 or 15 more. thats all.
i mean, i would love love love to look like twiggy but i'm afraid that my body type just isn't that way. i have that shitty athletic build, not the girly slender build i want. i don't know.
i'm spending the night at erins house tonight. tomorrow is the big birthday and i have to work, take shredder to the vet, and i don't know..maybe hang out with allyson. i have no other friends who would care to do anything. i just hope allyson is alowed. i really really miss her. blah.
ok time to do other shit. hot emo guy at borders is so hot, he def has a tongue ring! i saw it today [[aww hot!]] too bad he's married. hah