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i cant sleep.
every two seconds i think that i hear something. everything that i have overcome hallucination-wise is fucking down the toilet.
those guy know where erin lives. i'm scared that they are going to find her and find me and kill or hurt us both.
that was serious shit.
the glow of the tv screen is giving me a headache but i can't turn it off because the shadows scare me. fuck this. if everytime i get scared then this comes back, i can't live with that. my head hurts so much right now. i smoked all my cigarettes.
damnit. i don't understand why this had to happen to me.
every two seconds i think that i hear something. everything that i have overcome hallucination-wise is fucking down the toilet.
those guy know where erin lives. i'm scared that they are going to find her and find me and kill or hurt us both.
that was serious shit.
the glow of the tv screen is giving me a headache but i can't turn it off because the shadows scare me. fuck this. if everytime i get scared then this comes back, i can't live with that. my head hurts so much right now. i smoked all my cigarettes.
damnit. i don't understand why this had to happen to me.