today was club day and since allyson wasn't at school i was the only girl in the vica [auto] club. it was great. all the guys were teasing me and i was laughing harder then i've laughed in a while. i "borrowed" this one boy, Joel's big shiny cross necklace and told him i would give it back 7th pd [he's in my auto class]. All day I was showin off my ice. so 7th period i sat with him because there was a huge wasp next to my seat and we were talking all period. i learned alot about him which was cool. we never really talked much because we hang out with such different groups. he asked me why i don't have a boyfriend and i said "boys can't handle me." and he just said "oh yeah?" and smiled. i laughed and said yeah.
i played "Konstantine" by Something Corporate over and over on the way to the mall and back tonight. it reminded me of when mike and i were walking next to the water, talking about how we can't believe that we both sorta liked them [as if thats a bad thing?] i just remembered that. haha it's a good song.
i decided that if a boy ever played that song for me on the piano and sang, that i'd marry him.
when i got home i laid down and turned off the lights. read a little but then just laid there and pulled all the pillows closer. thinking that maybe if i just closed my eyes, i could hear a heart beat through the pillow, maybe his legs would be intertwined in mine, and my head would rest on his chest, falling asleep with a smile. but until i find him i guess i'm sol.
here's some family pictures. i'm sure they'll bore you but my family rocks. and all you boys out there need to see how big my brothers are before you think about ever breaking my heart <3 haha
ok.. sevy is waving, lexie is crying, taylor is standing and caiden is clapping. hehe these are all my neice's and nephews.
david,john, ricky, cousin ricky, chris, and cousin donny [donny's in the navy hehe]
all my brothers are in the back, my dad is on the right in the maroon and in the green in front of him is my cousin jeffrey. and in front in red is my grandpa <3
hehe this one is confusing...in yellow shorts is my favorite aunt mary! her husband, my uncle mark is in the cowboy hat, and my aunt patty is peeking out behind my sister in law next to my grandpa.
out. [[takes deep breath]] david keisha caiden, chris dorothy sevy, mom dad john me, and on the bottom is ricky meghan taylor and lexie.
this one makes me sad. it's sevy putting a flower on grandma's grave. since my grandfather was in the army, they were both buried with each other [one coffin on top of each other] and they hadn't changed the stone yet. it was creepy being there.
this is auny mary's pot bellied pig, heather. my cousin brought it home a long long time ago and was going to fatten her up and cook her but my aunt fell in love and kept her. hehe heather thinks she's a dog too.
this is storm, one of aunt mary's horses. she's a tempermental little biotch and has been known to make me cry early in the morning when all i want to do is go for a ride and she doesn't so she puts my ass on the ground a mile away from the house and runs home...leaving me to walk. lame-o. hehe