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hey guys.. jesus i havent ritten in here in like.. well idk look at the last entry and figure it out for yourself. geze so much has happened! um.. im so in love with billy. and the best part is hes so in love with me. but hes home with the flu till saturday.. and the rotc dance was canceld so im feeling really shity. plus im dealing with sam again.. and since i left him hes been really big on the drugs all over again and i just got him to quit.. now hes worse than ever and i know i shouldnt care about him but im really worried about him.. dont get me rong.. hes just my friend but were still close.. wich worries billy alot so please dont tell him. anyway.. im really tired. god i hope im not getting sick. i really dont wanna go to school tomorrow.. im seriously considering not going to school tomorrow. idk what to do anymore.. i miss william so much. god im cold. wich worries me cause i cant get warm at all no matter what.. and thats a sign of the flu.. cami went away and im afraid shes mad at me.. please dont let her be mad at me. i love her. anyways.. idk.. i just ganna go. cause im not sure what else to say rite now.. xo guys. ,kaye