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k so i got really really bored and i can't sleep so i stole this from an entry of steph's from a while back...... wow....... jonathan wrote an entry bout... me and some other stuff and it was super sweet...... he is way to sweet for me. i feel sorry for all the girls out there who don't have a guy like him. he likes it when i am in p.j. pants and a t-shirt...doesn't care if i wear make-up or not....likes me for my personality...and spoils the hack outta me w/how good he is to me and he is really good lookin and in shape and we like the same music and sports.......wow...yeah....he is just great. today he came to the church and it was the first time i have seen him since saturday night. he looked great and at least this once i had on more appropriate clothes. every once in a while i get tired of lookin like crap so i put on decent clothes and maybe make up and if ur lucky i will wear my hair down.... but he got really really really lucky cause i had on a skirt and make up and....my hair was straightened...so yeah.......ha ha!!! and now like... i am supossed to see if jonathan wants to go golfin w/dad tomorrow cause i have to drive the golf cart but jon needs to finish school work so i don't even think i am gonna ask him.....so when he reads this he is probably gonna get mad........ but jon...u r comin to the lake w/me and dad and whoever else goes sunday if u can...k? but w/e...i am soooo bored!!!!!!!!! jonathan is goin shoppin w/me and kath and christina on saturday...h doesn't know what he is gettin himself into!!!!! dum dum dum!!!!! i haven't talked to adam in like 3 days...i wonder if he is grounded?.....i think he went campin at ronnies last night..i dunno though.....I MISS HOLLY! haven't talked to her since she left for the beach. but now i have talked way to much (as always) so i am gonna go now......
what is ur full name?:
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k so i tried to figure out what part of the song reminded me the most of jon...all of it does...everything does lately
is this what you wanted? cause i'm willing to change. now that i'm certain, theres much more to gain. you've introduced me to the moment but i'm looking to stay for good. you asked me to stay forever. well, you knew that i would, i would do anything
the nights are forever and maybe i'm wrong. but it feels like i'm so lost with out you. so i step towards the heat, it's the way i can see, and it makes me believe that it's you.