When missing out really matters.
I fucked up, like always. I make assumptions about the way someone feels, and act accordingly. I never mean to over exxagerate my level of upset, but when all there is to is but think, I cannot help it. I feel like my friends are distancing themselves from me, and I'm too scared to push myself closer, because that's what I think made them distant. I've never felt so clingy, but I've never needed someone's company more. I apologize for making anyone feel like they need to be with me at all times. I am an extremely jealous selfish person, and I guess that is the most upsetting part.
Someone help me stop thinking. I walk through days simply thinking about the things I feel. I need out of my head, more now than ever. Now before i push them all away even further. Aubrey Jamie Kiran Bee Mike Sean Charlotte everyone that matters to me just remember that You guys get me through the day, and I need you. And I care about you all mroe than anything in the world, even my own feelings. Selfish selfish, i wish i could help it.