Oct 05, 2005 08:20
so mike is still living with me. i love it i love it i love it!!!!! nothing could make me happier and there's no where i'd rather be right now. tonight we're going to the NIN concert, we're gettin' more mushies too. last night i was all doubting his honesty to me, and he was all " it true, that i'm true". he stole $40 from Steph's car Saturday, and we used it to buy drugs. i knew it ws him as soon as steph reported it missing. he told me he would never lie to me, or steal from me... though doing so would never matter, because we're practically married. he told me he was scared because we don't have any money... i told him it would all be ok. we'd get jobs, though i hardly believe that we'd be able to keep them. or at least me, of course. Mike may be able to hold down a job, he may be extremely lazy, like me, but unlike me, Mike never dose anything stupid. people may think that that's all he dose, and to a normal person, it would be, but not to him. that's how he lives, man.. and i love it, i love him. we'll probably live under the nose of the law for a while, before we settled down together...
OMG!!!! we acually talked about CHILDREN last night. i justy know that if i get knocked up, we'll end up keeping it... and i'll end up like my mom... i'll just have to make sure i don't do anything stupid, and fuckin' THINK.. then i'd be a perfect mom..