Now, it's sixteen miles to the promised land. And I promise you i'm doin' the best i can.
I am sitting here in best chance, supposedly doing my part to make my life easier and better . Just keep on thinking that you're graduating, things will come out all put together in the end. NO. It's so sad to me that in my venture back to this section of the internet seeing everyone in my life so blessed and moving on and embracing and coming out of what is just beginning for me. Now tdon't be confused, I couldn't be happier about the improvements in my loved one's lives. But i wish that I would acknowledge the fact that I am aimless. I can make this better. One word :God. BUT WHY, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY CAN I JUST FINALLY GIVE IN, ACCEPT THIS WEIGHT AS A GIFT?
Because i'm selfish. Because i'm human. And because i'm hopeless.
I don't want to yearn for solitude, i'm tired o losing my mind for the sake of my heart.
I'm tired of being tired.
To all who have moved on, up, and are blessed: EMBRACE IT. DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR NEWLY FOUND KNOWLEDGE. Because I am a perfect example of someone you know that is in need of what you have. This is the biggest and most important realization you will ever come to, remember that.