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So its been about 6months since I have written. Prom is the current news and you know now that it is gone and graduation is soon going to be gone what is there to drive on...why do I need these little events that seem so significant at the time to please me. I guess thats why I am so happy when I am doing something bad or excilerating because it keeps me at a state I need to be at in order to maintain healthy breathing. I feel like this now but I am sure that in two minutes or as we speak I am changing my whole idea on this. I only want this life to be one of complete satisfaction and fullfillment in whatever I choose to do.