I can't believe this, my family is so freaked...

[lettheblooddrip]

everyone's lives are becomming unbearable for to me to watch unravel..... why can't I finish it all? end it..... end the terror and horror that you know is in someones past or even in recent events.... why can't I make everything better?
http://www.lockportjournal.com/story.asp?id=2011