Sep 17, 2004 17:15
I'm not a little kid just because I'm young. And I may not always have the guts to stand up to you and tell you what I really think about what you're doing or how you're going about doing something because I don't want to feel so critical when all I do is get critisized. But I don't want to hear you tell me that you want to hang out with me and then tell me later it's NOT YOUR FAULT that you and I may not be hanging out for a while because IT IS! .. I'm sorry if you don't agree but let me tell you a little something if you wanted to hang out with me so damn bad you would find a way to do so. You wouldn't just go hang out with someone on a friday night you just hungout with not to long ago and instead choose to do something with me if you had that choice... and if I wanted to do something you didn't then TELL ME I'm not hard of hearing you can just tell me and we can work something else out. I dont even care any more whats wrong with other people because all this pain and anger has turned me into a bitter person. I only care about those who matter most to me anymore and sometimes I could give a shit about them too. I just wish you people who will not be named wouldn't walk all over me.. and I shouldnt let you walk all over me . its probably making you think im MORE of a child then you probably already to do.. just because I'm younger I also have feelings and I also do know when I'm being ran around in circles. whatever I'm done here..