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got home from school today. played guitar again for 3 hrs straight. nothing else to do really. im so fed up with everything. nothing good has happened to me in a really long time. im just seeing more and more good things come to people out of nowhere everyday. yeah thats good for them. but im just miserable. it seems like no one even wants me around anymore. i've been feeling really lonely. oh, and something else that really gets me, why does every girl i meet always have to have tons of other guys in their lives? its the worst because if you like them, you never even know if anything could even work out, no matter what they say. theres a few girls at school that i think are cute, but with most of them, it seems like im the last kind of guy they would ever go for. i don't know. im not sad. but im not extremely happy like everyone else seems to be. im going to go write some more.