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[lettersxtoxyou]

jesus fucking god damn christ im fucking pissed off.sragjrsgkjrwga so i just get a call from this fucking nigger "mr mckay" character. i had an incident in the middle of summer where i broke a chair on his property. he said he'll drop all charges if i re-inburse him the 280.00 for the god damn fucking chair which probably cost fucking less than 100.. which means, next pay check wont be going towards tattoos. and i dont even know if my pay and what i have now is going to be enough. i still need to get stuff for school, and my mom won't give me any money. NONE. fucking broke, and im done fucking work after sunday. then im just jobless. n. i don't know. i have to get the money to him by 9-8 >=O on top of that. this kids mom calls me today about the 60.00 i owe him flipping out over it. because hes an idiot and waits till last minute right before he leaves for college to get it, when he's been here all summer. and also, when you're 18, you should be able to handle your own fucking problems mike. you fucking pussy. stuck up little fucker getting his parents involved. fuck them and fuck you. go ahead, try and make it a lgeal matter you dumb fucks, theres not even any proof that you lent me the money. FUCCCCK YOUUU i dont know what to do. my drunk moms sitting here crying and screaming at me, bringing up all of the other shit that i've ever done wrong and got caught for. refuses to give me any money for this, or even school clothes. cool. im lost.

hours later:
think i might go throw myself off of longport bridge in a little bit. just realizing how pathetic i am.