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Dec 26, 2024 15:51

I dont understand how years ago, I could eat takeout as much as I did icks
Well depression and laziness
But sometimes im in that state with moods and I look through skip the dishes
Already tired of the choices and I dont even bother with much takeout anymore
Today im going through some food options and I am all BLECHZ
Whats this crap not cutting it anymore
The holidays this year and last year and the year before that really brought me down.
Gifts dont make it better ever. Not that I dont appreciate but
Integrity and genuine behaviour does.
Cant get that off the shelf.
Consistency is what I crave and what I have to share.
Im sick of useless despair, those who are quick to not care.
Ive lived in it for too long.
Im rebuilding my fire, keeping myself warm.

'I'm not giving in
So don't you give in
I'll be your Atlas
And carry our world

But I guess
I won't save the world today
I'm just trying to survive
And perhaps I'll dream again
But I will find my cross
And I will take us home'
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