ponderings
Ive thought about it again a lot lately,
I mean deep down, thought about it before
Knew that I had to shut down and avoid
To not make things worse with hopes I clung to
Had to make a break away
Then I felt bad, with how I handled things
And here and now.
I would like things to be as they were years ago.
Only better this time.
And im not sure what that means, but I am willing to being open to what may come.
Not meaning anything in some intense way either,
I am not the same girl I once was.
Well I am still consistent in my interests, and wholesome in my true self
However this time, im an improved woman that isnt worrying about the same crap I used to.
Have more bigger things to worry about now.
Which is why, the simple joys of laughing as much then
Not that I dont already in many ways still, but twas a hearty type of laughter
A sharing of kindred spirits, something I valued but lost along the way.
'Id make you remember,
From your head to your feet.'
Now to close this entry with a great strum tune.
I mean deep down, thought about it before
Knew that I had to shut down and avoid
To not make things worse with hopes I clung to
Had to make a break away
Then I felt bad, with how I handled things
And here and now.
I would like things to be as they were years ago.
Only better this time.
And im not sure what that means, but I am willing to being open to what may come.
Not meaning anything in some intense way either,
I am not the same girl I once was.
Well I am still consistent in my interests, and wholesome in my true self
However this time, im an improved woman that isnt worrying about the same crap I used to.
Have more bigger things to worry about now.
Which is why, the simple joys of laughing as much then
Not that I dont already in many ways still, but twas a hearty type of laughter
A sharing of kindred spirits, something I valued but lost along the way.
'Id make you remember,
From your head to your feet.'
Now to close this entry with a great strum tune.
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