happy birthday
I had this weird dream about kevin. I used to dream about him a lot right after he died, but I haven't in a couple years. In my dream, I saw him walking across the street and I ran after him and stopped him. I was freaking out, asking him where he had been all this time if he was still alive. he told me that he had to leave for four years and that he was back now but he wasn't allowed to talk about what he had seen or done. I asked how his mom was dealing with the fact that he was back. He said that she was really mad at first because she had grieved him when she didn't have to. but he explained to me that he had to do what he did and he was just glad to be back home. we spent all this time together hanging out and spending the night at each other's houses and when we didn't spend the night at each other's houses, I would wake up really early to get up and go hang out with him. We went hiking and watched movies and hung out all the time. It was SUCH a good dream. I was so happy. It felt like he was coming to spend time with me in my dream since we can't hang out in person anymore. It was so great. Then I woke up and I missed him SO much. And today's his 24th birthday. Happy birthday kevin!