the beginning of the end

[letterstocamp]

i'm not afraid anymore
for right now anyhow

i would love to be able to write like that, to know like that, to organize my feelings into philosophies

i would really love to go to bed without watching mindless tv
or watching mindless movies
i would love to go to bed and make myself at peace
instead of reading someone else's story of how they found inner peace
and without reading a how-to-zen guide first

blocks build bridges