this is the only chapter.
'known someone who can level you with her eyes, feeling like god put an angel on earth just for you'
i still cant get over this.
its still hitting me.
this happiness that is overwhelming me as a whole.
its been so long since ive had true feelings like these. knowing this is a hundred percent right.
that i made the decision ive been waiting to make.
this is good. this is already something really good and i know its just going to grow into something even better than it is now.
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i have a phobia of messing up, doing something wrong. i need to stop worrying so much. i know im doing alot better than how i used to be but still i know it gets really old after a while.
its just that when you know you have someone so close to perfect and you know they arent replacable, all you can do is worry about not messing up and not putting yourself in a spot of possibly loosing out.
the only thing i really worry about is that ill be cheated on. its happened to me before.
its not something to easily just brush off.
it will always be something i worry about.
wait actually, no. in this situation im not worried about that.
actually in this situation im not worried about anything other than me messing up.
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the more i talk to her the more i hang out with her...everything just gets better and better.
the more comfortable i become with her.
the more my feelings for her continue to grow.
the more i fall for her.
oh man. this is just so good.
about time.
is it good that im falling hard for a girl in such short time?
ps. dont think i dont have other shit to talk about on this thing anymore because i do.
.
i still cant get over this.
its still hitting me.
this happiness that is overwhelming me as a whole.
its been so long since ive had true feelings like these. knowing this is a hundred percent right.
that i made the decision ive been waiting to make.
this is good. this is already something really good and i know its just going to grow into something even better than it is now.
-
i have a phobia of messing up, doing something wrong. i need to stop worrying so much. i know im doing alot better than how i used to be but still i know it gets really old after a while.
its just that when you know you have someone so close to perfect and you know they arent replacable, all you can do is worry about not messing up and not putting yourself in a spot of possibly loosing out.
the only thing i really worry about is that ill be cheated on. its happened to me before.
its not something to easily just brush off.
it will always be something i worry about.
wait actually, no. in this situation im not worried about that.
actually in this situation im not worried about anything other than me messing up.
-
the more i talk to her the more i hang out with her...everything just gets better and better.
the more comfortable i become with her.
the more my feelings for her continue to grow.
the more i fall for her.
oh man. this is just so good.
about time.
is it good that im falling hard for a girl in such short time?
ps. dont think i dont have other shit to talk about on this thing anymore because i do.
.