Sep 11, 2004 01:07
so lately ive been feeling back to normal.. which is not normal for most people. its really annoying me that i find truth in this.
i feel like all of my friends are being fake. i feel like some people pretend to like me or are friends with me but make fun of everything i do. i hate it. i really believe this too. i feel so alone like there is no one to turn to. theres alli of course but i cant expect her to be there all the time. ughhh i need to get my mind off it. but yeah that never happens. this school year started wrong too. just so many things that i want to complain about .. but ill stop here.
i hope things get better.
i hope i have fun this year.
i just want to be happy.