RIP OLIVIA<33333
i hate when its been a year. its like it finally sets in with me a little after a year. i never thought one of my friends would die, not until we are much older at least. i still feel like shes comming back. for some reason i wont let myself accept that shes not. its the same with my cousin i picture him comming to all the family parties and my birthday and christmas like he always did. and with olivia im waiting for her to walk around the corner at school when were there and when i go to vets with alli i feel like shes gonna be at vets hanging out like last summer.. like were gonna talk and everything would be fine. i guess it just takes me longer to accept these things. i miss her, i really miss her laugh, i can still hear it in my head she was always so happy. i didnt go to see her today... too much was going on. one day this week i want to go if anyone wants to come with me.....
i came back from warped tour today.. it was awesome.
ill post pictures tomarrow
i have nothing better to do so im writing every deatil from warped tour....
so we pick krissy up at 6:30 and head out to pennsylvannia. the trip there was long but me and my ghetto cd player made it. neither me or krissy slept on the way there i guess we were too excited. then we got there 5 and a half hours later and it was 12:00. we got our tickets and went inside.. no wait. first we walked around and then went to check the times. we didnt like ne one until 1:30 (sugarcult) . so we met losers luck and bought their cd. britton was soo freeking hot, he was really cool too.. they all were. we watched matchbook romance then we went over to sugarcult and i got pictures and they were really good.
" funny im playing in a football stadium, but i dont look like a jock, i dont smell like a jock, i dont taste like a jock"
they played really good, they just keep getting better and better. then after them was new found glory. they were good too and i also got pictures of them. then we went to go to the meet sugarcult and we waited on a friggen long long long line. but while krissy waited i went on the story of the year line... which i didnt realize ended and turned into the fallout boy line.on the way there i got my arm burnt by a cigarette wich stung so bad. i thought i got cut with a razor but then i saw ashes, theres still a mark. i bought the six finger cd while i was on the line... those guys were really cool and funny and cute so i wasnt complaining. so i left it, which i regret now. i went to krissy who hadent moved. we missed coheed bc neither of us were really interested in seeing them...then it was 3:00 and tbs was comming on and i wanted to see them soo bad. so krissy didnt want to leave alone so i went and took pictures of tbs and had fun watching them. i went back to krissy and she didnt even move... then we were the next 2 people and i was pissed bc i missed two songs from yellowcard >:o >:o gerrr . to top it off they say we are moving to the sugarcult tent from the hot topic tent! WTF WE WERE NEXT!!!! so i was liek no were goign to see yellowcard. so i pushed my way into the front and got as many pictures of yellowcard as i could.. and just had fun. me and krissy were having so much fun. i was pushing people out of my way bc i needed to get close... i still wasnt close enough but i settled. so that was amazing sooo good i love them <3. after them we had a two and a half hour break before story of the year so we went and got food. there we met mourning maxwell. they were really funny ate with us, and told krissy that money was dirty haha. then we went back to loser luck and had them sign the cds... which britton had trouble with haha but he seemed excited once he found a marker that suited him. mourning maxwell told me no haha then they agreed that we were cool enough. after that we went and sat down for like two seconds then went to rock against bush to see RYAN KEY bc i love him ( not as much as sean tho) so we waited online and met this really cool girl who thought driving 5 hours from ny was awesome? while we were online we watched story of the year. of course i ran to get pictures like with every other band. they are awesome live. i want to go to one of their shows when they come around here. i love their cd and want to get a new one since my sister broke mine (or if anyone wants to burn it for me?). then i met ryan and i love him. i couldnt take a picture with him but i took many pictures of him. and the volunteer girl agreed to take pictures of him like right next to him if we left bc they had to clear out... fine by me. then i got a free cd well two bc i got one already when i was online. then me and krissy left. it was an awesome day. when we left we saw a guy in a tour bus who waved to us and smiled at us a lot haha he was cool... if he brought me in the bus or got me too meet more people then he would be a lot cooler. and we saw green shirt guy walking out he looked sad and it was a good picture opportunity. i would have taken it if he had not looked at us and waved and if we didnt wave back... we really should have gone and talked to him krissy! so we walked to the parking field, half way back, back to the parking field and all the way back where we saw my parents. we got dinner and went to the hotel where me and krissy got our own room! i had trouble with how to work the key though....we saw how bad our sun burn was, took showers ( i flooded the bathroom.... whoops) and listened to our new cds. even tho we listened to losers luck a lot more then all my other cds. number six was on repeat for like three hours (literally). then we talked about every thing, made cofee at 2:00 and made a candy machiene run at 3:00 were in mission impossible. became private investigators krissy aka i forgot and katie aka princess sparkles aka patty suzanza (pronounced suzana). that was so funny. then at like 4:00 we went to sleep after doing the rockaway... lean back, lean back. then my dad calls our room at 9:30 ish and i ignored and and so did krissy... she tought it was a fire alarm and went back to sleep. then he knocks on our door... i ignored it krissy went and got it. my dad comes to wake me up i tell him to go away then he says theres tropical storm warnings... so i was like why can anything be easy. so i got up and me and krissy got ready and left. we got breakfast. in the parking lot my dad wanted to check the oil.. sounds easy right. well not when theres a million hornets and huge bees. so he put the oil thing back and ran away from it... left the hood open and moved the car.... of course people who live in pennsylvannia think we are crazy New Yorkers and all give us wierd looks... "its the new ghetto car trend" (krissys mom thinks were crazy haha) then we closed it and headed out. i was not going to leave pennsylvannia without going to dairy queen.. those stupid commercails make u want everything. so i saw a sign and made my dad take us. there ice cream/blizzard things are really good. then after those me and krissy fell asleep. we both kinda woke up at the same time.we went through new jersey and new york. soon we were home.. we dropped krissy off and i went home. i went and saw christinas room and met the new neighborhood girl... christinas room is awesome * props to christina*. then my mom rented me 13 goin gon 30 but i didnt watch it yet. so that was my warped tour adventure... i cant wait until next year.
so my moms birthday is tomarrow and her and my dad are going to atlantic city for it. i think im going to krissy's tomarrow but i also want people to come over at night bc my parents arent going to be home. not like a party but all the friends i dont see much of.
i know this was extremely long... but i am burnt and cant move so i am confertable sitting here typing... if i move my skin hurts... too much sun burn.
if anyone read all of this i would like to know bc i think its highly doubtfull that anyone will read all of this. but if you did i love you a lot.
<3 Katie