things you can't take from me
About integrity.
I was thinking the other day that I need to be able to turn up a sort of internal ipod to block out the world.
something or things I can think really hard about when I'm feeling crappy about something.
something to help me remember my own worth when those things happen that bug me and make me feel like shit.
I want to work on that. intensely.
that would be something to meditate on.
the walls of my skull.
I am what I am, no matter what misconceptions people have about me. I know me a lot better than they do, so I better believe my own opinions about myself rather than others'. And if I'm going to have opinions about myself, they better take into account every goddamn thing about me that is awesome.
I'm just really fucking tired of having low self-esteem and being easily shattered.
People are acting weird today and it is 100% factual that I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO THINK ABOUT.
context: probably a lot of people don't know this, but I have a ton of paranoia about social crap that goes on at work. It upsets me intensely on a regular basis, and I'm really tired of it. dumb social crap will always be happening, there's nothing I can do about that, so I have to change me so that it doesn't bother me so much. I really don't want to waste any energy on it anymore.
I was thinking the other day that I need to be able to turn up a sort of internal ipod to block out the world.
something or things I can think really hard about when I'm feeling crappy about something.
something to help me remember my own worth when those things happen that bug me and make me feel like shit.
I want to work on that. intensely.
that would be something to meditate on.
the walls of my skull.
I am what I am, no matter what misconceptions people have about me. I know me a lot better than they do, so I better believe my own opinions about myself rather than others'. And if I'm going to have opinions about myself, they better take into account every goddamn thing about me that is awesome.
I'm just really fucking tired of having low self-esteem and being easily shattered.
People are acting weird today and it is 100% factual that I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO THINK ABOUT.
context: probably a lot of people don't know this, but I have a ton of paranoia about social crap that goes on at work. It upsets me intensely on a regular basis, and I'm really tired of it. dumb social crap will always be happening, there's nothing I can do about that, so I have to change me so that it doesn't bother me so much. I really don't want to waste any energy on it anymore.