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So a couple things have happened since last time
I walked into hollister looking to say what up to Yelli,I walk up to the counter to ask if she's working and low and behold... Matt my shed door is there. ( this is the punk i haven't seen since he stood me up for my junior prom. I'm actually way over it but no one else feels that way) But at first i didn't recognize him. Then when i did i was just like, I think I'm gonna go.
On second thought I walk back into the store and pull him aside for a second. I'm like... I want you to apologize so that when people ask about what happened it doesn't sound as bad. (the first thing they always ask is did he ever apoligize) and he did. And I felt better. Then i left.
My friend Chris left. No story no nothing. He just called me up yesterday morning and said i'm moving away i love you goodbye. I hope it works out for him. At first I was in shock, now its sinking in and i am sad. I've hung out with him for a long time, I guess he meant more to me than I lead on. (too late now i guess) Part of me thinks he'll be back. Part of me thinks this is gonna be great for him and he'll never look back. I guess its not my call, but I will miss him
Work is fine i guess. I keep having to remind myself (in a not like nananan na na way) that i guess i'm smarted than a lot of them are. It helps me to remember to explain things slowly and 50 times, and then not be too dissappointed when it doesn't all work out. We are finally starting to make progress though. I think tomorrow we'll put actual paint on the wall.
Home is way too quiet. Bummi and the rest are at Dance Camp, its just me and dad. That means pretty much we both work all day and i sleep all evening and then watch tv and sleep some more. I try to go out and stuff but I'm real tired 100% of the time. Like today I worked, got home late cause of traffic, mowed the lawn and then collapsed into a deep sleep for a few hours. Now i'm up and i vacuumed the house, but I'm still so tired. Me and bailey are chillin and the cats are going InSaNe. I figure with everyone petting them all once a day, with just me thats a lot of cats to pet a lot of times a day, and they know it!
I have to peace out... cause i keep forgetting to eat.
I walked into hollister looking to say what up to Yelli,I walk up to the counter to ask if she's working and low and behold... Matt my shed door is there. ( this is the punk i haven't seen since he stood me up for my junior prom. I'm actually way over it but no one else feels that way) But at first i didn't recognize him. Then when i did i was just like, I think I'm gonna go.
On second thought I walk back into the store and pull him aside for a second. I'm like... I want you to apologize so that when people ask about what happened it doesn't sound as bad. (the first thing they always ask is did he ever apoligize) and he did. And I felt better. Then i left.
My friend Chris left. No story no nothing. He just called me up yesterday morning and said i'm moving away i love you goodbye. I hope it works out for him. At first I was in shock, now its sinking in and i am sad. I've hung out with him for a long time, I guess he meant more to me than I lead on. (too late now i guess) Part of me thinks he'll be back. Part of me thinks this is gonna be great for him and he'll never look back. I guess its not my call, but I will miss him
Work is fine i guess. I keep having to remind myself (in a not like nananan na na way) that i guess i'm smarted than a lot of them are. It helps me to remember to explain things slowly and 50 times, and then not be too dissappointed when it doesn't all work out. We are finally starting to make progress though. I think tomorrow we'll put actual paint on the wall.
Home is way too quiet. Bummi and the rest are at Dance Camp, its just me and dad. That means pretty much we both work all day and i sleep all evening and then watch tv and sleep some more. I try to go out and stuff but I'm real tired 100% of the time. Like today I worked, got home late cause of traffic, mowed the lawn and then collapsed into a deep sleep for a few hours. Now i'm up and i vacuumed the house, but I'm still so tired. Me and bailey are chillin and the cats are going InSaNe. I figure with everyone petting them all once a day, with just me thats a lot of cats to pet a lot of times a day, and they know it!
I have to peace out... cause i keep forgetting to eat.