keane....
holy crap. today was crappy. michael thought he was talking to janel on the phone but it was me. and he was like "i dont want to talk to becky on the phone anymore" god. i really pissed me off. so now i dont want to speak with him. man and he still better give me the postal service cd.
janel came over. :]it was fun.
if anyone has any ideas that i can write about in journalism for the school paper please tell me. i ahve no idea. i mean it probably wont be in the paper but we have to do it. jeeze. its frustrating.
on friday i have to go to the doctors and get my drain pulled out. sounds painful eh? indeed. it hurts even when i dont even touch it how much more is it gonna hurt if some doctor pulls it out of my side.
i guess on friday i am also gonna find out if i am gonna get chemo again. well i most likely will. lets pray i dont. but im still freaking out. like i dont want it. i have been getting really depressed lately. like i try not to think about it. but i cant help it. so i have been obsessed with listening to really soft music. like keane and the early november.
TOMORROW I CAN MAKE A MESS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSSINESS CD COMES OUT. SWEET!
janel came over. :]it was fun.
if anyone has any ideas that i can write about in journalism for the school paper please tell me. i ahve no idea. i mean it probably wont be in the paper but we have to do it. jeeze. its frustrating.
on friday i have to go to the doctors and get my drain pulled out. sounds painful eh? indeed. it hurts even when i dont even touch it how much more is it gonna hurt if some doctor pulls it out of my side.
i guess on friday i am also gonna find out if i am gonna get chemo again. well i most likely will. lets pray i dont. but im still freaking out. like i dont want it. i have been getting really depressed lately. like i try not to think about it. but i cant help it. so i have been obsessed with listening to really soft music. like keane and the early november.
TOMORROW I CAN MAKE A MESS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSSINESS CD COMES OUT. SWEET!