life

Jan 29, 2008 00:32

SUCKS!

yah basically.

quick shoutout to my girl
sup steph

hahahhaha

sooooo college fucking sucks.
well i mean
all the freedom that i have with time and such, picking my own classes... is good i suppose.
but i dont know
i hate to say this
but its true, i dont think im mature enough for college.
i mean, i have no other explanation as to why i suck at this college thing
i cant get the classes that i want
my classes are so fucking far away
parking can suck a d
so i never go to class

i hate the process of making new friends too
too much fucking effort to make em like you
i dont even give a shit if u like me!!!!!!!!!!!
i just want someone i can joke with lol
yes i have made some new friends
BUT NO --- the new friends aren't good enough; they dont even get my jokes
i hate that my friends aren't there with me.

food is so expensive
homework is a BITCH
UGLY ASS guys
at my school
wtf mate? WTF!?
how am i supposed to find a mate
when theyre all yucky
i mean, dont get me wrong
im no jessica alba
but COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!
not even someone decent to look at?

and i hate to say this #2;
i miss high school.
everything i about it
how they made u go to class
water polo/swim--cold ass practices in the winter
every class with someone i can relate with
my buddies close by
getting food during break
out to lunch, free 5th!

I FUCKING HATE RESPONSIBILITIES!
its all on me now
i fuck up, and its my ass to fix
god i hate that

im broke.
i wanted to go shouting on top of a hill today
but i cant even do that
cause my throat fucking hurts cause im coughin up my lungs goddamnit
my dad said hes not gonna give me allowance anymore cause
1. i have a job
2. i come home too late
WTF
seriously?!?!

goddddd
i know i am whining,
WHATEVER
THIS IS MY JOURNAL
if u dont like it get out.

what else do i want to complain about?
god theres so much more i just cant remember.

well i guess i have had some good times as well
but the bad outweight the good sadly.
and honestly,
if i think real hard about it
i dont even feel like my closest friends are.. my closest friends lol
i just feel real distant from everyone

another thing i hate
i hate how freshmen year, you were best friends with someone
and u see them now and its like that awkward oh heyyy who the fuck are you?
yeah NO. i remember who you are, and i remember everything we used to do
and it was so fun
and im so sad that you dont even remember that.
(this is not directed to anyone specific)
but you know what i mean?
one minute youre best friends, and in the next youre strangers.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
it sucks
it sucks massive elephant balls
do elephants have balls?
hmm

you know what
its true though,
its true all these bad things happen to me
because i am lazy
i dont get up early enough to go to school
so i fuck up my classes
im basically late to everything i do
yah fuck me right?
but i like to use this little line
NO--im not lazy. im just depressed.
but obviously i havent said that to anyone
except steph LOL
i think its pretty clever dontcha think?
cause its like
FUCK YOU you lazy bastard
and u say.. no its cause im chronically depressed
and the other persons like fuck me im sorry. i didnt know.

so the other day i went clubbing
and goddamnit
there were all these nasty ass fat hoochie mama come fuck me dancing girls, some lesbians
it was gross dude
despite that, it was pretty fun cause i went with fun people

i wish i can live on my own already
but thats gona be too complicated.
money is always a problem here
i hate that

but you can probably tell by now that i hate a lot of things. :)

hope ya'll--- or steph lol
enjoyed reading my ramblings about nothings in the life of amy kim.
im sure i'll be back again real soon to complain my brains out
so watch for that!
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