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[letter_inmyhead]

if it isn't one thing, it's another. one day, its a boy...the next, its a huge conflict about me moving out. i wish she would support me, my mom. she has this weird idea that i am still 12 years old or something. i am not a child, why does she talk to me like i am? i asked her today if we were going to buy a new bed for my house and shes like no what are you talking about? you're leaving all your stuff here. and im like, so you're not going to buy me anything? and she goes, no i've provided everything for you and i pay for everything, you're on your own. all i could do was sit there shocked. it took all the strength i had to just not walk out of the kitchen and scream. she wants to play hard. she doesn't know i can play harder. she doesn't have to buy me anything. as a matter of fact, i don't think i want her to anymore. i'll save harder than ever. i won't buy the mest dvd that i really want. i won't buy those cute black converses that i want. i won't buy those cute glasses. i won't buy any new cds. i wont buy those cute dirt-looking jeans at aeropostale that are on sale. i won't buy that calendar. i just won't buy anything. and then i can get my own bed and my own furniture and i'll buy my own god damn food!!! grrr. i guess i really am on my own from now on.

ha. i made jami watch the GC dvd with me today. i was mainly watching it to catch those few shots of tony! yeah...hes hot. she was texting the whole time. haha. she loved it, i can tell. ;)

i could have sworn my plugs were size 8...no, they're 10's. wtf. so i bought size 8. this is going to hurt. oh yeah...bring on the pain of stretching your ears.

HE WORKING!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!