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i'm doing the unthinkable: i don't want to be a vegatarian anymore. *gasp*
i've been doing alot of thinking. first, i'm not sure what my reasons for being a vegetarian are anymore. i feel like i'm not making a difference. i feel that that whole year of not eating meat did not a damn thing. and i want to eat it again. i'm sick of having to not eat wherever we go because they don't have vegetarian friendly foods. no one makes an effort for me in my family so i'm just going to make it easier on them. i'm not sure exacly when i'll eat a piece of meat, i'm doing it gradually. and i probably won't eat like red meat or anything at all like that. maybe just fish and chicken. but yeah. pretty crazy if you ask me.
second, i know for a fact that this valentines day will suck sooo much.
third, i want to quit twistee treat. i hate seeing all the stupid people i see up there that really make me sick to my stomach. that store has also made me a very angry person. i was also in such a bad mood at work. and chugging redbull did absolutely the opposite that its supposed to be and actually made me wanna kill myself. ha.
it bothers me that she drinks so much. and it bothers me that she hardly has time to hang out with me, she is always with her...what would you even call him? boyfriend-type thingy? i mean thats cool i think hes an awesome guy, but for once i'd like her to hang out with me and stop drinking so much and stop wasting money on alcohol. she isnt even 18 yet and i can't stand that. whatever. it's her life.
grrrrrr. i hate paint shop pro. and my layout sucks! i took away all the backgrounds because they did nothing but piss me off.
goodnight.
i've been doing alot of thinking. first, i'm not sure what my reasons for being a vegetarian are anymore. i feel like i'm not making a difference. i feel that that whole year of not eating meat did not a damn thing. and i want to eat it again. i'm sick of having to not eat wherever we go because they don't have vegetarian friendly foods. no one makes an effort for me in my family so i'm just going to make it easier on them. i'm not sure exacly when i'll eat a piece of meat, i'm doing it gradually. and i probably won't eat like red meat or anything at all like that. maybe just fish and chicken. but yeah. pretty crazy if you ask me.
second, i know for a fact that this valentines day will suck sooo much.
third, i want to quit twistee treat. i hate seeing all the stupid people i see up there that really make me sick to my stomach. that store has also made me a very angry person. i was also in such a bad mood at work. and chugging redbull did absolutely the opposite that its supposed to be and actually made me wanna kill myself. ha.
it bothers me that she drinks so much. and it bothers me that she hardly has time to hang out with me, she is always with her...what would you even call him? boyfriend-type thingy? i mean thats cool i think hes an awesome guy, but for once i'd like her to hang out with me and stop drinking so much and stop wasting money on alcohol. she isnt even 18 yet and i can't stand that. whatever. it's her life.
grrrrrr. i hate paint shop pro. and my layout sucks! i took away all the backgrounds because they did nothing but piss me off.
goodnight.