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ok so thanks to all who made my party a hit! i had fun with ya'll... although it wasnt really what i expected and some people were... lets say univited. ok so im just gonna spell out how im feeling. i am really mad at doug because whenever his friends are around he completely ignores me. now, don't get me wrong, i still like him, and i guess i sort of understand. like ya' know he's gotta prove to his friends that hes not "whipped" or whatever, but i mean come on. theres only so much i can take of being ignored. now i understand independence, and all that jazz but i really, like i dunno. i wonder how we're going to get through the next 2 months if all he does is annoy me and piss me off. because we're not "official" and hes not allowed to date we can't really do anything 'cept for having him hang out here w/ jordan. but honestly whats a girl supposed to do. its not like im going to see him at school on monday and everything will be ok... no. besides for the fact that im going to barely see him this summer he ignores me whenever i do. last night after his friends left he paid me some attention, and i just wish i could find a way to tell him hes pissing me off with out, i dunno... i just feel like we get over one obsticle and then another one is right there waiting. its like jumping hurdles (is that how you spell it?) you're like OMG THERES SOMETHING IN MY WAY! and then you freak out about it til you jumo and your like OK, I CAN DO THIS!! and then another one smacks you in the face before you can notice its there. so yeah.. welcome to my life. i dont really know what to do about it, so for now i guess i'll just sit here and pine away over my lost love... not. life goes on... ok, well you guys have had enough of my complaining
so my party was actually kinda fun. mike was a hoot as was everyone else. we played sardines (or seek and hide) and maddie and i hid first and it took forever for everyone to find us, but we had fun. we went swimming, watched like 10 minutes of oceans eleven, played twister, attempted to play capture the flag (although it was gay cuz i had immunity- lol), we played catch phrase and mafia, but yeah it was fun. thats to all who were there i enjoyed havin' ya'll there and we'll do something when jeffy comes down. so mikes dad was late picking him up so we talked alot, and he is so cool.. like he used to be a jerk, but now im just like.. dude mike.. you are frickin cool. lol. he's a pk... his mom became a preacher like last year.. i was all dude, thats so cool. i find it funny how one of the like occupations that is MOST expected to be a guy is like a preacher/paster/whatever... thats why its so cool when women are pastors. my pastor is a woman and she is the sweetest thing. anyways mike is great. he was like "so i was talking to stephanie, and she said .." about doug and it was great that he like wanted to help me, and wanted to talk about it and all. i was like, ya know mike ( i didnt actually say this) if you were taller i'de totally be crushing on you right now, cuz my whatever is being a jerk. it was funny, i said something snarky to doug and then i was talking to lani in the room and shes all "man, hes being a jerk" or something i was all "yeah, hes not paying attention to me" (wahwwahwahwah) and shes all "does he know you think hes being a jerk?" i was all i dunno then i was all "you're a jerk!" and i yelled it and doug was all "sorry, are you talking to me? i want paying attention" if i hadnt of been so mad i would have laughed like i am now. i guess its not such a big deal, i just like to complain.. im sure it'll get better
ok, so my job rocks. i get paid $8 an hour to go swimming. it is like the BEST job ever
so my party was actually kinda fun. mike was a hoot as was everyone else. we played sardines (or seek and hide) and maddie and i hid first and it took forever for everyone to find us, but we had fun. we went swimming, watched like 10 minutes of oceans eleven, played twister, attempted to play capture the flag (although it was gay cuz i had immunity- lol), we played catch phrase and mafia, but yeah it was fun. thats to all who were there i enjoyed havin' ya'll there and we'll do something when jeffy comes down. so mikes dad was late picking him up so we talked alot, and he is so cool.. like he used to be a jerk, but now im just like.. dude mike.. you are frickin cool. lol. he's a pk... his mom became a preacher like last year.. i was all dude, thats so cool. i find it funny how one of the like occupations that is MOST expected to be a guy is like a preacher/paster/whatever... thats why its so cool when women are pastors. my pastor is a woman and she is the sweetest thing. anyways mike is great. he was like "so i was talking to stephanie, and she said .." about doug and it was great that he like wanted to help me, and wanted to talk about it and all. i was like, ya know mike ( i didnt actually say this) if you were taller i'de totally be crushing on you right now, cuz my whatever is being a jerk. it was funny, i said something snarky to doug and then i was talking to lani in the room and shes all "man, hes being a jerk" or something i was all "yeah, hes not paying attention to me" (wahwwahwahwah) and shes all "does he know you think hes being a jerk?" i was all i dunno then i was all "you're a jerk!" and i yelled it and doug was all "sorry, are you talking to me? i want paying attention" if i hadnt of been so mad i would have laughed like i am now. i guess its not such a big deal, i just like to complain.. im sure it'll get better
ok, so my job rocks. i get paid $8 an hour to go swimming. it is like the BEST job ever