i want a love...
I want a love like me thinking of you, you thinking of me type love..or me telling my friends more then I ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love..I want to hate how jealous you are but love how much you want me to yourself type love..or seeing how your last name sounds next to my first name type love..I want a love that makes me wait till he falls asleep, wondering if he's dreaming about us being in love..I want that type of love..or who loves the other more (i like fighting over that)..or if he's thinking about what I am doing when we aren't together..I want a love that he brags to everyone about how special his girlfriend is, and tells her friends he misses her type love..I want a love that makes it ok to lay on his chest and just cuddle all night and not get bored type love...or just taking walks to catch up on each other's life and talk and look at stars type love...I want a love where you are excited for the future but sad for the past being gone type love..I wanna place post it notes all around his house so he never forgets how much I really care about him type love..and running out of ink writing about all the reasons I love him..I want that type of love..I want to wake up next to him and smell the covers and smile cause it's him type love..I want to make fun of our goofy ways of kissing type love..I wanna try counting the ways I love him type love and losing count in the middle just so i can start over again and to hope that I make him feel as good as he makes me feel, I wanna deal with my friends making fun of me as I get all giddy when I talk about him..I want that type of love..I want them to talk about their love experiences and laugh at them, only difference is..this is real love..I wanna spend hours on the phone not saying anything and then falling asleep and then waking up to him hearing me breathe deep and whisper I love you and hang up type love...I wanna celebrate a 1 month aniversary, even though they're not really anniversarys but doing it because it makes him happy type love..I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are, I mean the lines on my palms dont give me enough time to love you as long as I want to..I want to think that, I want that type love..I want a love that gives me that rush..I want a love that will last and I'll be able to smile and say that you are the reason..I want that type of love..I wanna get hit by a car..so I can lose all my memory, get transported to some 3rd world country just to get treated then somehow meet you again and be with you..so I can fall in love with you in a diffrent language and see if it still feels the same type love..I want a love that is as unexplainable as this but I need a man to share this with..