Jan 12, 2009 02:32
I have no hope of ever finding someone i can share my life with. With this said,i have little hope of finding someone to share an ice cream sundae with. It seems like everyone i meet that i have a lot in common with and could potential be someone i would like to further investigate,turns out to be married or have a boyfriend,or are just in a different place in their lives. I am not looking for something super crazy serious,just someone to tell me i look handsome,and someone for me to bring flowers too.
This no hope trickles into other aspects. I have no hope in ever being able to sell the furniture i refinish. I have no hope in ever leaving this hand. I have no hope in ever being truly happy,that it doesn't matter where i am. For now,i am content with watching episodes of arrested development and typing my memoirs,all whilst lying in bed. But that doesn't make sense.
I wish i was a grizzly bear.