Where did you go?
So life has been over all okay.
Stressful, of course. Okay though.
The ex and I don't talk very often, which I guess is a good thing.
James is getting big, I love that boy so much. What could be better? Nothing. I'd give up anything for him, anything. So sweet, so innocent, unknowing, and loving. It's like when you look at a young child or baby you see a whole other world in their eyes, and it's a very happy place. I love it.
He had his first real laugh the other day. I almost cried, yeah I know wimp huh. I was throwing towels on the bed getting ready for his bath and he starts laughing hysterically for like 2 - 3 minutes straight. xD
Oh I also met some boy, it is nothing serious or anything. Just friends who flirt basically. I don't know if I'm quite ready for a relationship, but he doesn't only like me he likes James too.
Anyways I'm back in Idaho, and it's very nice here. The air is more breathable, the stress is less and I feel like a new person when I am here, but I miss seeing people... just can't do it that often.
Stressful, of course. Okay though.
The ex and I don't talk very often, which I guess is a good thing.
James is getting big, I love that boy so much. What could be better? Nothing. I'd give up anything for him, anything. So sweet, so innocent, unknowing, and loving. It's like when you look at a young child or baby you see a whole other world in their eyes, and it's a very happy place. I love it.
He had his first real laugh the other day. I almost cried, yeah I know wimp huh. I was throwing towels on the bed getting ready for his bath and he starts laughing hysterically for like 2 - 3 minutes straight. xD
Oh I also met some boy, it is nothing serious or anything. Just friends who flirt basically. I don't know if I'm quite ready for a relationship, but he doesn't only like me he likes James too.
Anyways I'm back in Idaho, and it's very nice here. The air is more breathable, the stress is less and I feel like a new person when I am here, but I miss seeing people... just can't do it that often.