Sinus pressure sucks.
So I might have a sinus infection. Good god, fucking sinus'.
James is doing good. He's growing so quick, I love it. He makes me smile even in my sleep. I smile before I go to bed, and wake up smiling. I love his sweet little face, and I've never been happier in my life.
These past five weeks have been the best of my life, nothing could compare to the love you have for a child. You really don't know love until you have a baby. I would do anything for him, and I mean anything.
I don't know nearly how to explain the happiness he brings me. He is obsessed with me too. Grandma will hold him and he will just watch me and sometimes cry to be back with me. I feel so wanted, and needed. I've never felt so completed in my whole short life.
I now have a reason to wake up in the morning, and it's the best thing I could possibly dream for.
I'm glad I decided against the abortion and adoption. I know that I wasn't matured enough when I decided, but I have deffinatly become a different person. I changed even when I first saw him. I knew that everything had to be for him, and he is the most important thing in my life.
When you guys have kids you'll understand. The feeling is amazing, everything is so worth it. Waking up in the middle of the night over and over again. When you see their little smiles... your stomach will turn in and out and you can't help but be over joyed.
He's the most gorgeous boy in the world, no one can convince me different. Ah ha ha, I love my baby boy more than words can describe. =]
James is doing good. He's growing so quick, I love it. He makes me smile even in my sleep. I smile before I go to bed, and wake up smiling. I love his sweet little face, and I've never been happier in my life.
These past five weeks have been the best of my life, nothing could compare to the love you have for a child. You really don't know love until you have a baby. I would do anything for him, and I mean anything.
I don't know nearly how to explain the happiness he brings me. He is obsessed with me too. Grandma will hold him and he will just watch me and sometimes cry to be back with me. I feel so wanted, and needed. I've never felt so completed in my whole short life.
I now have a reason to wake up in the morning, and it's the best thing I could possibly dream for.
I'm glad I decided against the abortion and adoption. I know that I wasn't matured enough when I decided, but I have deffinatly become a different person. I changed even when I first saw him. I knew that everything had to be for him, and he is the most important thing in my life.
When you guys have kids you'll understand. The feeling is amazing, everything is so worth it. Waking up in the middle of the night over and over again. When you see their little smiles... your stomach will turn in and out and you can't help but be over joyed.
He's the most gorgeous boy in the world, no one can convince me different. Ah ha ha, I love my baby boy more than words can describe. =]