tired
i really wish i had more to do, before with peggy my times was consumed always.
even though we never did anything i was content with what i was doing.
now that i'm by my lonesome i'm sitting around not doing much most of the time, and for the most part i'm the kind of person.
i don't have a problem with sitting alone the majority of the time playing games or doing some random thing.
but i'm at a point now where i wish i did more when i was younger. not too much younger, just a couple years.
i did a few things, went on a few road trips, stuff like that. but i never really had an exciting 19 and 20 year old stage.
i'm pretty much discontent at the moment with the same monotonous days coming and going.
every day is the same and i don't like it.
i really don't know what the point of this journal is.
i just feel the need to go out and do something.
it seems my need to party is late a couple of years.
but i kinda feel to old to be doing that.
but i am only 21 soon to be 22, i guess it's really not that old
even though we never did anything i was content with what i was doing.
now that i'm by my lonesome i'm sitting around not doing much most of the time, and for the most part i'm the kind of person.
i don't have a problem with sitting alone the majority of the time playing games or doing some random thing.
but i'm at a point now where i wish i did more when i was younger. not too much younger, just a couple years.
i did a few things, went on a few road trips, stuff like that. but i never really had an exciting 19 and 20 year old stage.
i'm pretty much discontent at the moment with the same monotonous days coming and going.
every day is the same and i don't like it.
i really don't know what the point of this journal is.
i just feel the need to go out and do something.
it seems my need to party is late a couple of years.
but i kinda feel to old to be doing that.
but i am only 21 soon to be 22, i guess it's really not that old