ducklings
i know every entry is about the same exact thing.
i mean my entries through the entire existence of this journal are the same.
one phase to the the next to the next.
but i regret a lot of my entries.
i look at them and think to myself "what was i thinking".
but not the one's with you.
i may have been over dramatic.
i may have said negative things i don't really mean.
but i keep these posts close.
i know things aren't always the best between us.
i know it's hard to control how we feel.
but i know in my heart that i always want to be your friend.
despite when i say things that make it seem like we can't.
because in retrospect i don't really mean them.
i think you know this.
i hope you know this.
whatever you do.
wherever you are.
you'll be in my heart the same as you have been for the past 5+ years.
you're my friend and have been more.
but no matter what happens i want you to stay my best friend.
like we have been through thick and thin.
this is one moment in the rest of our lives.
but knowing you i think will go on forever.
i was reading old entries.
you left me this comment a long time ago.
"hi i have a secret.
it is that we will know each other and talk to each other until we die and then after we die we will be ghosts together hahah remember when i said that once
and meant it"
i have and continue to believe this.
tomorrow is always a brighter day.
i mean my entries through the entire existence of this journal are the same.
one phase to the the next to the next.
but i regret a lot of my entries.
i look at them and think to myself "what was i thinking".
but not the one's with you.
i may have been over dramatic.
i may have said negative things i don't really mean.
but i keep these posts close.
i know things aren't always the best between us.
i know it's hard to control how we feel.
but i know in my heart that i always want to be your friend.
despite when i say things that make it seem like we can't.
because in retrospect i don't really mean them.
i think you know this.
i hope you know this.
whatever you do.
wherever you are.
you'll be in my heart the same as you have been for the past 5+ years.
you're my friend and have been more.
but no matter what happens i want you to stay my best friend.
like we have been through thick and thin.
this is one moment in the rest of our lives.
but knowing you i think will go on forever.
i was reading old entries.
you left me this comment a long time ago.
"hi i have a secret.
it is that we will know each other and talk to each other until we die and then after we die we will be ghosts together hahah remember when i said that once
and meant it"
i have and continue to believe this.
tomorrow is always a brighter day.