Ive heard in time it gets better...
Tonight was fun. Me Meghan and Brittany went to Panera. We had like an hour and a half before our movie started so we sat in Panera and took pictures:) Meghan has to give them to me yet so ill put pictures on tomorrow. Anyways. We walked to the movie theater. Got a little side tracked on the way. haha perfect timing for everything. We saw the little black (note)book. lol. Then we dropped them off and now im here in one of my weird depressed moods. I hate these moods. And its probably because i havnt slept in like 2 weeks.And i always hate it when I read others people's journals and they are all depressed and stuff but have no reason to be. And people just get depressed because they are bored. But I dont know. I feel like somethings missing. someone? I dont know. But i feel lonely. Thats the only way to put it. so thats what ill leave it at. anyways. goodnight.
"and ive heard in time it gets better, and ive been waiting forever. Ill say goodbye for the last time, only this time i'll mean it. My fingers ache from clenching this fist and my eyes still burn."