Bullshit, Bullshit, Bullshit.
I usually hate LJ posts that contain lot's of bullshit such as "i hate my mom and dad" and so on.
I think I am going to make one.
Right now, I feel like absolute shit. Everyday I take as much shit as possible. I get touched, beatin', grabbed, thrown, groaped and verbally absued by my male peers. I take everything in. Right now, I am in tears. I really can't take this shit anymore, I am so fucking tired of coming home from a fucking horrible school day, tired as hell. To be told to get off my computer and get yelled at by my Dad to do something with my life.
My Dad calls me a lowlife.
Whenever I am on my computer, i need to be safe because when he sees me on it, he bursts into a fit of rage.
So, I go to play Bass or guitar. My mom tells me to turn it off.
When friends come over, then say my songs are shit and my guitar and bass playing is absolutly horrific.
I am in a new band, Rondo Of Blood. I tell the name to some people. It's eather "gay" or "faggot name". Thanks alot.
I need a drummer so I ask my friend is she knows any drummers, she replys "all your bands fail, why try a new one?" I wanted to smash her face in.
I am depressed, seriously I feel it. When am I happy? I can tell you, but I think I will cry. I am truely happy, when I talk to Tom, ARvIN, or Danielle.
Holy shit, I love you guys.
I started a local band website for Tri-valley bands. here it is: www.TVscene.com. Arcorse, I used my friends small host. ANd he said to get off it because no one would visit it.
I am actually starting to belive that all I do is flake off and I am a loser.
Let's talk about a person, that i hate. His name is John Hunt.
One time, I was doing something I can't remember. And I messed up and he said:
"Hey, look at James. If he can't do that, how is he ever going to drive a car?"
Then he throws something at me.
I loathe people. I really do.
Leave me a nice comment or something.
And e-mail me your band info: rhythmandpolic3@hotmail.com
I think I am going to make one.
Right now, I feel like absolute shit. Everyday I take as much shit as possible. I get touched, beatin', grabbed, thrown, groaped and verbally absued by my male peers. I take everything in. Right now, I am in tears. I really can't take this shit anymore, I am so fucking tired of coming home from a fucking horrible school day, tired as hell. To be told to get off my computer and get yelled at by my Dad to do something with my life.
My Dad calls me a lowlife.
Whenever I am on my computer, i need to be safe because when he sees me on it, he bursts into a fit of rage.
So, I go to play Bass or guitar. My mom tells me to turn it off.
When friends come over, then say my songs are shit and my guitar and bass playing is absolutly horrific.
I am in a new band, Rondo Of Blood. I tell the name to some people. It's eather "gay" or "faggot name". Thanks alot.
I need a drummer so I ask my friend is she knows any drummers, she replys "all your bands fail, why try a new one?" I wanted to smash her face in.
I am depressed, seriously I feel it. When am I happy? I can tell you, but I think I will cry. I am truely happy, when I talk to Tom, ARvIN, or Danielle.
Holy shit, I love you guys.
I started a local band website for Tri-valley bands. here it is: www.TVscene.com. Arcorse, I used my friends small host. ANd he said to get off it because no one would visit it.
I am actually starting to belive that all I do is flake off and I am a loser.
Let's talk about a person, that i hate. His name is John Hunt.
One time, I was doing something I can't remember. And I messed up and he said:
"Hey, look at James. If he can't do that, how is he ever going to drive a car?"
Then he throws something at me.
I loathe people. I really do.
Leave me a nice comment or something.
And e-mail me your band info: rhythmandpolic3@hotmail.com