Aug 13, 2005 02:18
Well moving date is drawing closer and feelings are running high. Theres a mixture of hate, joy, sadness, excitment, terrified, and loneliness. hmm.. What fun.. Anyway Im leaving and its not gonna change so might as well enjoy the rest of my time here in great ol' chattown.
Valerie was suppose to have rehersal today, therefore she couldnt work. Well neither could anyone else that is currently employed at Smoothie King. So I came out of retirement to work one last time. I worked with Clara so it was fun. lol. We closed 30 minutes early too, because "I didn't know". Oh well, I was doing them a favor.
I just wanted to remind everyone thats theres not a problem with being single. At our age were all wrapped up in having a girl/boyfriend. Its sad really. Yes, some of us have great relationships.. for a while. They are fun I agree. But really are they worth it? There is always only 2 options: 1) It to work and you get married( scary to think about i know) 2) It not to work out and cry for days. So whats wrong with staying friends? If that other person doesnt agree with that then they just want a title and don't actually care about you... right? hmm..
Okay so im just letting out a little stress I have built up. You guys dont have to read that if you dont want to. :-) Now that you've already read it.. haha
12 days till I leave! I'm having a lunch/going away party type thing. The 21st at 12:30. If you want to go comment and let me know where you wanna go.
much love!
-BB-