this is MRS SISK
I read back through so many of these journal entries and also a few from old friends, people i considered closer than blood. i did some fucked up shit back in those days and the saddest part is that i cant even remember what i did that was so bad to be abandoned by everyone ive eer been close to. but that was then this is now.
im happier than i have been in a long time. i never thought i would be happy again after my grandma died. i prayed, i asked for help, guidance and to find my soulmate. god delivered, we got married on June 27th, 2018 <3
I am so in love with this man, Clayton Randall Sisk. my one and only. he is amazing in so many ways, he can made me smile when i feel like shit, he takes me out of my head, he makes me feel like im tthe only girl he sees, he makes me laugh and his touch ignites a fire in my body and his kiss melts me completely. i am so grateful to have this man in my life. i feel like we are going to make it, it iwll be hard. we both have had alot of shit go on in ourlives but now we have eachother.
its scary to put this much trust and love into another person again, to be this close. we are starting our lil family. arkie and sparty have made me love my life more than i already did. they are my babies, until i get a real one. i just miscarried. it hurt me to find out i was pregnant then come to the realization that it was gone.. i dont know.
all i know is that i am happy, i am in love, and i am now Mrs. Jessica Marie Sisk <3
im happier than i have been in a long time. i never thought i would be happy again after my grandma died. i prayed, i asked for help, guidance and to find my soulmate. god delivered, we got married on June 27th, 2018 <3
I am so in love with this man, Clayton Randall Sisk. my one and only. he is amazing in so many ways, he can made me smile when i feel like shit, he takes me out of my head, he makes me feel like im tthe only girl he sees, he makes me laugh and his touch ignites a fire in my body and his kiss melts me completely. i am so grateful to have this man in my life. i feel like we are going to make it, it iwll be hard. we both have had alot of shit go on in ourlives but now we have eachother.
its scary to put this much trust and love into another person again, to be this close. we are starting our lil family. arkie and sparty have made me love my life more than i already did. they are my babies, until i get a real one. i just miscarried. it hurt me to find out i was pregnant then come to the realization that it was gone.. i dont know.
all i know is that i am happy, i am in love, and i am now Mrs. Jessica Marie Sisk <3