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i've heard of people crying themselves to sleep but i never knew you could cry yourself awake. i probably got about an hour of sleep last night. i honestly don't know what to do with myself, maybe it would be better if i just moved. i'm so scared of what's going to happen. every night i used to fall asleep thinking about how someday you would be there with me, last night all i could think about was how you weren't there. i know people would say i'm stupid and i don't know what love is but i've never felt something so strongly in my entire life. i hope you know i love you i'll wait as long as you want me to. just don't forget about me. please.